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{d e c e m b e r}

December 22, 2021
ah, December. honestly the fact that not only is December over, but so is the year is quite baffling. this year was one of hardship. one of broken hearts and many tears and nights of loneliness. one of broken thing and building it back up. Here's a little review of what happened during the year. January-...

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{n o v e m b e r} you made me high then you swooped so low

December 01, 2021
Posts From This Month:{w r i t i n g} post wip depression{w o r d s} fragile{m u s i c} horizons: an album by starset{p o e t r y} I was lostI barely got any writing in, despite attempting a writing challenge. I realized the WIP I was working on...

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{p o e t r y} i was lost

November 26, 2021
I was lostadrift in the starsthen your gravity pulled me incaught up in your pull on meI became what you wantedslowly, slowlyI felt the shiftthe waves of changerippling through my skin and in the darkest parts of methere was you and in your darkest partsI tried to changeyou drew constellations to my skinand in your...

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{m u s i c} horizons: an album by starset

November 17, 2021
to keep things short and fun and not annoying (because I know you all are tired of my starset obsession), I bring you my favorite lyrics from each song on the album. am I alive?am I pretending?you said I could flyso go on, thenfill my eyes with fire//the breachI tried so hard to open...

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{w o r d s} fragile

November 10, 2021
glass sharddripping bloodlike a knifeyou didn't have to cut meto make me bleedmy heart was bleedinglong before you met meknife to the back dagger to the heart for what's it's worth I was already fragile enough to break no restno peacenothing left inside this glass heartI grip the shardsin my soft handstears and bloodmix at my feet I was...

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{w r i t i n g} post wip depression

November 03, 2021
I had a different post planned... but I'm writing this the night before you'll see this because... there's something I want to talk about. I saw a reel on Instagram the other day about post wip depression and I've realized that it's affecting me deeply after finishing book three. I finished book three on...

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{o c t o b e r} i'm gonna miss it when it's over

October 27, 2021
what a month. no words, just the new album from Starset, Horizons. If you haven't listened, you should. If you're tired of me yelling about starset, tired of hearing about starset, and detest the very name of the band because of how much I talk about them... #sorrynotsorry. They honestly help me through so...

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if i stare into the abyss will it stare into me?

October 22, 2021
If you know me... you know that post title is lyrics from a starset song.Today, I am here with a post full of starset lyrics and aesthetics because they released a new album today. I am screaming and jumping around, but trying to look casual while I write this. These lyrics will be from...

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a kind of therapy

October 14, 2021
there's a hidden secretthat we bury within our heartsembedded in our mindsto keep our pain away from any lightthat might eradicate itbecause what are wewithout the pain that made us?do they ever stop to thinkpast all the tearsand fearsand burning cigarettesthat's she's humanthey picked at the petalspulled at the seamsbroke heruntil all she...

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hello fresh starts

October 09, 2021
*photo cred from pinterest*if you're following me from my previous blogs, you're probably wondering what is going on right now. I didn't think this would happen, but it struck me late tonight that I wanted to come back to blogger. WordPress is fun, but it's so annoying to navigate. and my old blogger blog...

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